The blogging debut - word from the wise OR word from the wicked?
I don't promise perfect grammar, spell-checks or full sentences - I just want to post about the things that resulted in an emotional reaction of sorts on a given day - a cause for reflection.
So I mentioned to somebody today that I thought I was kinda smart. There's so many things wrong with that. First of all, who says things like that - only somebody who's too self-confident yet lacking self-esteem would say that. Secondly, kinda smart? I am smart (but again, that's a thought that I will from hereonin keep to myself). Be it resolved that there is a LOT to be said for humbleness and I reminded myself to have a piece of humble pie for dessert tonight.
This second bit is for the ladies (I think) - trust in a relationship is the single most important thing. I trust my partner 100% but I still feel uneasy when he announces that he "thinks I should know" that he'll be attending a Bachelor Party in July which will involve golf, casinos and a strip bar. What's with that? I do rest easy knowng that we're equal parts in the recipe of our relationship and no potential outside threat is really a threat (and if it were, I know there'd be nothing I could do about it). I really think it might just be the thought that he's having fun without me (knowing that I'll never be invited to this event or to have the ability to share in the good times). It could also be that we're in a long-distance relationship and he'd rather party with the guys and get wasted then see me for a weekend - to his credit he commutes up 70% of the time to see me on the weekends, to his dis-credit, the bachelor isn't even a good friend of his. So yes! Thank you for letting me know about the up and coming but should I never hear about it until "the" weekend that it happens would be fine with me.
Signing off...
